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Chapter 25
 

“Damn it!”  Angel growls as his phone rings, digging it out of his pocket he punches the button and growls into the phone.  “What?”

 

Buffy and Tara give the vampire some space as they continue through the tunnels, unfortunately not finding anything of help as they searched. 

 

“I honestly think they’re probably headed back to Sunnydale.”  Tara finally admits, sighing quietly as she turns her light off, letting Buffy’s illuminate the area. 

 

“You and me both.”  Buffy rubs a hand over the back of her neck as she looks over the area.  “How many do you think?”

 

“Three, maybe four dozen.”  Tara makes an educated guess, gently tugging Buffy back against her and rubbing her lover’s tense shoulders and neck. “Relax, honey.  Getting yourself tied up in knots isn’t going to do you any good.  We’ll deal with this in whatever way we have to.”

 

Buffy leans back against Tara, letting her lover ease her tension.  “Do you think there’s any chance whatsoever that we can get through to Willow?” 

 

Tara closes her eyes and rests her forehead against the back of Buffy’s head.  “Honestly?”

 

Buffy nods her head, frowning as she hears the heartfelt sigh and feels the shake of her lover’s head against hers.  Tara obviously not wanting to answer out loud in the negative, but the head shake tells the tale.  Reaching up, she grasps her lover’s hands and pulls them down and around her body, closing her eyes as Tara holds her tightly. 

 

“Cordelia had another vision, we need to get back to the hotel.”  Angel strides up to the two women, taking in the sad slumps of their shoulders. 

 

“Spike?”  Buffy questions, stiffening as she looks at the vampire.

 

“We’re not sure, but she had a vision with a large group of vampires attacking a group of people traveling in those motor homes pulled over in one of those rest stops just outside of town.”  Angel explains as the group jogs to an exit, climbs out and takes off running towards the Hyperion. 

 

“It would make sense.”  Tara keeps her breathing measured, glad she’d gotten back in the habit of exercising frequently, even working out with Buffy occasionally in her room between her defense classes.  Her lover insisting on her being able to protect herself physically, not just magically which she agrees with wholeheartedly. 

 

“If there are fifty or so of them, the bigger the transportation, the least amount of vehicles they have to steal.”  Buffy growls softly at the thought, glancing over at her lover as they pick up their pace, making sure Tara’s not having any problems keeping up with them.

 

“If they’re still here, I would rather take care of them while we can before they get to the Hellmouth.”  Angel growls, fighting the change as his anger takes control at the thought of Spike on the rampage again.  Honestly having thought about taking him out himself, if it hadn’t been for the chip keeping him under control he would have. 

 

“It would put a serious crimp in whatever plans Willow has if we can.”  Tara admits quietly, panting faster and harder as she works to keep up with her lover and the vampire. 

 

“Two more blocks, love.”  Buffy lets her lover know, smiling at Tara when she sees the thankful look coming from her.  “Does she usually get the visions a while before this happens?”

 

“No.  Sometimes she gets it literally a few minutes beforehand and occasionally even after things happen.”  Angel admits as they turn the block and come up to the hotel. 

 

“Hell of a lot of good it does then.”  Buffy growls angrily at the thought. 

 

“Sometimes we aren’t actually meant to stop what happens, but what might happen afterwards.”  Angel shrugs, knowing it’s not an exact science and sometimes he honestly believes the visions come too late on accident and they end up having to make the best of whatever happens.

 

“Damn PTB.”  Buffy rests her hand on Tara’s back, the witch slightly winded from the fast pace they’d used to get back to the hotel quickly. 

 

“I grabbed the book you wanted and we’ve loaded up the convertible along with adding some weapons to your Jeep.”  Wesley steps up, handing the book to Tara after Angel motions towards the witch, before glancing behind him as the rest of the group come from different areas of the hotel after they grabbed a change of clothes. 

 

“Girls with the girls and guys with the guys?” Cordelia raises an eyebrow, it’s a question, but sounding more like an order not surprised when the guys nod and quickly head towards the convertible. 

 

Buffy groans softly, snorting when Tara smacks her on the ass.  “Do you know where we need to go?”

 

“Wesley is navigating, just follow them.  He figured out where it’s at.”  Cordelia eases into the back seat while she watches the two women curiously, raising an eyebrow as Buffy opens the door for Tara before placing the stuff she’d been carrying in the back and running around to the passenger side. 

 

“Sweetie, can you go ahead and call the boys and tell them we won’t probably be able to meet them for lunch tomorrow?”  Tara starts the Jeep and puts it in gear as she waits for the convertible to swing out, following behind them.

 

“Great, make me deal with Hekyll and Jekyll.”  Buffy grumbles as she flips open the phone and hits the speed dial glaring at Tara as her lover laughs softly at her.  “Hey, it’s the blonde bimbo.”  Buffy smirks as Freddie answers the phone, yelping when Tara pinches her on the leg.  “Damn, it Freddie, how did you know what she did?”  Buffy glares as Tara smirks while listening to the Professor.  “Well, tell your better half that things aren’t looking good for us to get together tomorrow.  Please, please, please, I mean I can’t say it enough, please be careful if you’re out and about during the day and do NOT go out at night.  No matter what the reasoning is, it looks like a big world of hurt is heading to Sunnydale and I don’t want to end up having to stake you two, understand?”  Buffy rubs a hand over her head, before reaching down to hold Tara’s hand that was squeezing her thigh in silent support.  Smiling and relaxing slightly with Freddie’s acquiescence as he questions hesitantly what’s going on.   

 

Tara glances towards Buffy, worried for a moment until her lover relaxes and a bittersweet smile crosses her face, turning back to the road in front of her as she glances up quickly into surprised brown eyes of the Seer in the back seat.  Smiling apologetically at her, she whispers softly.  “We’ll explain.”

 

Cordelia nods and continues to listen to Buffy’s side of the conversation while watching the two women curiously. 

 

Willow disabled Spike’s chip and is full-blown joined the dark side.  Spike’s been here in LA making little baby Spike’s to bring back to probably…”  Buffy hesitates and squeezes Tara’s hand gently as her lover’s grip tightens.  “Turn me and possibly Tara.  Or at least try and overpower both of us until Willow can do some kind of mind fuck on us.” 

 

Cordelia inhales sharply at the slayer’s explanation, knowing if Buffy believes the worst of Willow, that something very, very bad has to have happened.  The slayer having always stood up for the redhead and defended her from the first day she met her. 

 

“Yes, we’ll check in with you two and let you know what’s going on.  Yes, as soon as we can we’ll get together.”  Buffy groans and shakes her head.  “I promise, we’ll be careful.”  Buffy finally just chuckles softly as both men were on the phone at the same time giving her a long list of do’s and don’ts.  “Yeah, we worry about you two, too.”  Buffy finally whispers before closing the phone shut and turning her head to look at her sadly smiling lover.  “Guess I don’t have to explain their end of the conversation to you, do I?”

 

“No, I think I have a pretty good idea of what they said.”  Tara squeezes Buffy’s hand before pulling it up to her lips and pressing a kiss on her knuckles.  “They’ll be good and stay inside during the evening, honey.”

 

“I know they will.”  Buffy shifts around slightly so she can watch Tara and glance back at Cordelia.  “Go ahead and ask whatever you want to ask, Cordy.  I know you’re just chomping at the bit to let the questions fly.”

 

“Bitch.”  Cordy grumbles before looking at Buffy, even though the stress and worry are obvious in the slayer’s eyes with what’s going on at this moment, the underlying happiness and contentment there for her to see.  “Who were you just talking to?”

 

Tara snorts softly as Buffy groans loudly.  “Freddie and Craig, two professors from the college that know about what goes bump in the night.  They actually pretty much know all the sordid details about our lives now.” 

 

Buffy grumbles lowly before speaking up.  “They’re two knuckleheads that always flirt and try and steal Tara from me, is who they are!  Kick both their asses.”

 

“Remember, honey, they like that.”  Tara chuckles at the glare coming towards her from Buffy before glancing up in the rearview mirror to Cordelia.  “The two men have been a couple for fifteen years.  Freddie is the Art Professor and his partner is Craig, the Head of the Drama Department.”

 

“Freddie looks like a bleached blonde surfer dude that lifts VW Bugs for fun, and Craig is a tall, skinny, African-American that has one of the deepest, most beautiful singing voices I’ve probably ever heard.”  Buffy explains, a small smile crosses her lips as she thinks about the two men.  “Craig’s always trying to make Tara sing and dances her around wherever we happen to be, and Freddie is just a huge, incessant flirt.  They both do their damnedest to piss me off, and they are completely in love with each other.”

 

Cordelia blinks in stunned shock at the slayer, the crooked grin on Tara’s face as she glances over at the witch confirms everything Buffy just said.  “Is Sunnydale turning into gay central?”  Cordelia questions, half seriously.  “I mean, first there was Larry.  Then Willow ends up hooking up with Tara.  You and Tara are now together and then these two Professors…”

 

Tara giggles softly as Buffy growls and rolls her eyes at the Seer’s words.

 

“The Professors were gay way before they moved here.  Larry I think was always gay, just doing the whole denial thing.  Willow I can’t really answer for her, but I wouldn’t say that I’m gay, just that I happened to fall completely in love with another woman.”  Buffy offers up the last softly, leaning over to press a soft kiss on Tara’s cheek.  “Completely and irrevocably in love.”  Buffy whispers softly into Tara’s ear, before nipping playfully on the lobe when she sees the tears start to glimmer in her eyes.  “None of that, now.”  Buffy growls.

 

“Can’t help it.”  Tara shrugs, glancing quickly at Buffy and grinning crookedly at her lover.  “Sometimes what you say hits me where I live, honey.”

 

“How did you two end up a couple?”  Cordelia relaxes back in the seat, smiling at the two women. 

 

Tara kissed me until I gave in.”  Buffy smirks at the squeak coming from her lover.  “Then she showed me all kinds of naughty things I never would have believed would be possible, let alone feel as good as they do.”  Buffy starts giggling before laughing outright at the glares and threats being tossed at her from Tara.

 

Cordelia bites back a sharp laugh at the devilish grin on Buffy’s face even as the blush coming up on Tara’s cheeks along with the threats being aimed at Buffy confirms the slayer’s words.  “So, basically you’re saying Tara rocked your world and you haven’t looked back.”

 

“Pretty much, yup.”  Buffy snorts and wiggles as a deceptively strong hand pinches her in a sensitive area.  “You’re driving!”  Buffy laughs at the bared teeth being pointed at her. 

 

“Pull over and kick your ass.”  Tara warns, rolling her eyes as Buffy’s grin grows even bigger.  “I know, I know.”

 

“Yep, you do.”  Buffy nods and relaxes in the seat, unbuckling the seatbelt and ignoring the serious glare coming from Tara, shifting to hook her leg on the console and rests her palms on her leg while letting her fingers play over whatever flesh they can find available to her from Tara as she looks back at Cordelia.  “Has Angel been keeping you abreast of what’s going on, or doing his ‘on a need to know basis’ thing, still?”

 

“Need to know.  I just found out about you two.”  Cordelia waves her hands at the two women. 

 

“Figures.”  Buffy rolls her eyes at the thought of the vampire.  “Well, here’s what’s been going on for the last…”  Buffy frowns and stares at Tara.  “We’ve been together for five months now?”

 

“Right at that, love.  Seem longer?”  Tara grins crookedly as she darts her lover a glance.

 

“Sometimes, sometimes it seems like just yesterday.”  Buffy admits shrugging.  “Maybe I should go back further and explain about being brought back and everything that entails.”  Buffy frowns at the thought, looking up at Tara when soft fingers stroke over her hand. 

 

“Only if you want to.  That’s entirely up to you, and I’m here for you.”  Tara squeezes the hand that turned over and grasped hers. 

 

Buffy takes a deep steadying breath and looks back at Cordelia slowly starting to explain everything that happened since she was brought back.  The Seer’s shock, pain and anger more than obvious on the woman’s face as Buffy goes from one thing to another, before a soft snort and grin crosses her face as she explains to Cordelia the truth of the whole hooking up between her and Tara.

 

“First off, I would really like to know what it is with you and vampires.”  Cordelia starts only to be interrupted by Tara.

 

“Me, too.  She is SO not going to go down that road again.  Unless of course, I get turned.  I’d have to take her with me, because even undead I have this feeling she’d be the center of my existence.”  Tara smirks at the growls and groans she’s getting from Buffy.

 

“Great, and the vows read… ‘And even after death, we do not part.’”  Buffy chuckles at the pinch on her inner thigh from Tara.  “As for me and vampires, I have NO idea.”  Buffy admits seriously, looking back at Cordelia.  “Angel at least had a soul, so…”  Buffy shrugs.

 

“Spike took advantage of Buffy not being quite herself when she came back and then when she started to become right and break things off with him this crap happened.”  Tara offers softly, squeezing Buffy’s knee before putting her hand back on the steering wheel as Wesley was slowing down in front of them, obviously coming up on the area from Cordelia’s vision.

 

“That looks like the right place.”  Cordelia leans forward between the two seats as Buffy shifts around and faces forward as they pull over into the rest area.

 

“Shit!”  Buffy growls angrily, only seeing one motor home and not having any of her senses going off, realizing that the vampires are probably long gone. 

 

Tara sighs, seeing the look on Buffy’s face before turning the Jeep off as they climb out to join the men.



Chapter 26
 

“DAMN IT!”  Buffy snarls and slams a hand down on a picnic table, making it collapse. “How long ago?”  Buffy finally questions Angel, having only found bodies and no one alive in the last motor home. 

 

“Three maybe four hours.”  Angel admits as he finishes checking the last body before stepping out of the motor home.

 

“Will they rise?”  Buffy shoves her hands in her pockets and stares down at the ground. 

 

“No.  It looks like they were strictly meals.”  Angel wipes his hands down his pants and looks at the group, the pale faces along with the anger rising on a few of them.  “They’ll already be close to Sunnydale if not already there if that’s where they’re headed.”

 

“Where else would they head?  They want us.”  Tara steps up to Buffy looking into her lover’s angry eyes.  “Honey?”

 

“We won’t be able to do anything tonight.  We’ll just barely make it to Sunnydale and get Angel under cover before daylight.  I’m teaching four classes tomorrow, and you’re going to be visiting Anya and Xander to confirm what’s going on.  The earliest we can do anything will be tomorrow night.”  Buffy fights the anger flowing through her at not being able to do anything, really wanting to rip Spike to shreds, along with knocking some sense into her ex-best friend’s head. 

 

Tara sighs softly as Buffy practically stomps back to the Jeep, turning to look at the rest of the group she shrugs, honestly not knowing what to say.

 

“Let’s go.  She has a point.”  Angel looks up at the night sky, figuring he’ll probably have roughly a half hour of extra time if nothing goes wrong.  “You still riding with Buffy and Tara?”

 

“Yes.  It makes sense, plus I’m sure there are other things we have left to discuss that will make the drive shorter.”  Cordelia strides back to the Jeep beside Tara before climbing in the back as Tara slips behind the wheel. 

 

“We’ll figure it out, honey.”  Tara murmurs softly as she starts the Jeep, the glimpse at her lover’s face letting her know that thunderclouds are practically brewing around Buffy. 

 

“A seer, witch, street tough, ex-watcher, vampire and vampire slayer going up against another powerful witch, and at least fifty vampires.  I’m not really liking the odds here.”  Buffy growls lowly at the thought.  “Can you make extra protection charms for the rest of the group when we get back to town?”

 

“Yes, I can.  I think I have all the ingredients I need, but I can always run to the Magic Box tonight… this morning and pick up anything extra.”  Tara starts the Jeep, putting it into gear and follows the convertible out of the rest area.  Reaching over for her lover’s hand, she threads their fingers together.  “I know you’re wound up, but try and sleep, honey.  That might be the only sleep you get tonight and tomorrow.”

 

Buffy growls softly, but squeezes Tara’s hand gently.  “You’re not going to the Magic Box by yourself.  I’ll go with you if you need to pick up anything else.”  Buffy warns her lover softly as she shifts in the seat, pulling out the seatbelt to give her more room as she gets comfortable and rests her right hand on Tara’s on the middle console as she watches Tara. 

 

“We’re going to be there, also, Buffy.  Me, Wesley and Gunn could go with her.”  Cordelia fights back a yawn, between the vision and the late night, she’s feeling drained. 

 

“No offense, but I don’t trust Tara’s life to anyone else.”  Buffy turns and looks at the seer, a small smile crossing her face at the silent acknowledgement of understanding come from Cordelia.  “Take a nap, Cordy.  Looks like you could use one, too.”

 

“Bite me, Buffy.”  Cordelia smirks as she shifts into the corner of the vehicle and wiggles around until she gets comfortable, it only taking a few moments for her to fall asleep.

 

“I should stay awake to keep you company.”

 

“Don’t.  You need your rest, honey.  I’ll sleep tomorrow after dropping you off at the college while you’re teaching your classes and after I’ve made the charms for everyone else.”  Tara smirks slowly as she can practically feel her lover bristling beside her.  “I promise to go straight home and not stop ANYWHERE after I drop you off at the school.  I’ll even call you when I get back to the house.”

 

Buffy grumbles quietly before slowly relaxing again.  “I hate it when you do that.”

 

“No you don’t.  You like it when I anticipate what you… want.”  Tara chuckles softly at the low, agreeable grunt that comes from her lover.  “Try and sleep, honey.  If I feel myself getting tired, I’ll wake you to keep me company, okay?”

 

“Promise?”  Buffy questions even as she starts to relax and closes her eyes.

 

“I promise.”  Tara smiles as she darts a quick glance at her lover as Buffy relaxes more into the seat, it not taking long for her to fall asleep.  Stroking her thumb over the back of Buffy’s hand, Tara sighs softly as she follows the taillights of the convertible, silently sending a prayer to the Goddess that things work out, though her heart hurts with the realization that there’s really no way to save Willow.  Not unless Willow changes drastically in an extremely short period of time, and even then her turnabout would be suspect.  Frowning at the thought, Tara slowly shakes her head in disgust at herself, knowing there’s nothing that they can do now regarding Willow. 

 

***

 

“Sorry about the accommodations.”  Buffy tosses a couple of sleeping bags to the vampire as he works on making a place to sleep on the floor in the basement.

 

“Better than a lot of places I’ve slept.”  Angel rolls out the sleeping bag and places the other one on top of it.  Hesitating for a moment, he looks over at the slayer who’s leaning against the wall watching him silently.  “She’s very lucky to have captured your heart.”

 

Buffy slowly shakes her head and chuckles softly.  “You know, you have that wrong.  I’m the lucky one, Angel.  More lucky than I would have ever imagined.  When Tara loves, she loves with her whole being, she doesn’t hold anything back and she wears her heart on her sleeve.”  Buffy chuckles a little louder as she steps up on the stairs.  “And she’s absolutely the most stubborn, tenacious and aggravating person I’ve ever known.”

 

Angel feels his lips curl up in a smile at the absolute love in Buffy’s tones as she speaks about the witch.  “She sounds perfect for you.”

 

“She is.”  Buffy searches the vampire’s dark brown eyes.  “Thank you for helping us, Angel.  It’s appreciated more than you can know.”

 

“Save the thanks for when this is over.  Be careful.”  Angel settles down on the sleeping bags and pulls off his boots.

 

Buffy turns and trots up the stairs without another word, shutting the door and smiling at the sight of Tara pulling out a huge breakfast bake from the oven. 

 

“Wesley and Gunn are sleeping, but I figure when they wake, they’ll be glad to have something to eat.”  Tara explains, pulling down a large bowl for Buffy and scooping a section into it.  Handing the bowl and a fork to her lover, she smiles softly at Buffy.  “Eat, honey.  Then I’ll take you to work.”  Tara strokes her fingers gently down Buffy’s cheek, not surprised when her lover shifts in and leans against her as she starts eating. 

 

“Cordelia still planning on riding with us to the college?”  Buffy questions between bites of food, the Seer promising her to stick by Tara no matter what, feeling better for that, but still not comfortable with Tara being out and about without her beside her.

 

“Yes, we’ll stop at the Magic Box, pick up the additional ingredients I need with a little side stop to the butcher’s shop for blood then come straight back home.”  Tara goes over the plans they’d made, knowing her lover isn’t completely comfortable with this, but they can’t completely put their lives on hold with the off-chance that something will happen to one or the other of them if they have to separate. 

 

“I don’t think they’ll really do anything during the daylight hours, not with the cadre of vampires they have at their disposal now.  I’m just worried about the fact that Willow might have figured out a way around your charms.”  Buffy sets her bowl aside and runs a finger of her lover’s necklace, looking into loving blue eyes. 

 

“That’s why I’ve come up with a second precautionary spell that I’m hoping will work.  I have to pick up those items while I’m at the Magic Box.”  Tara admits, having spent every free moment she had researching anything and everything to help them in the fight against Willow and her magic. 

 

“You found something?”  Buffy hugs Tara, breathing out a sigh of relief. Knowing Tara had been looking for something else that might work to either protect them or a way around Willow’s blocks.  Of course the fact that they hadn’t found a way around the blocks more than obvious, but an additional magical deterrent is something they definitely can use. 

 

“Yes.  I don’t know if it’ll work or not, but…”  Tara shrugs, hugging Buffy back tightly, pressing a soft kiss to her lover’s neck and closing her eyes.  “I’m also going to make additional charms like our necklaces for us and everyone else, on the off chance one of them gets pulled off.”

 

“Good idea.  Especially going up against the vampires, they might come in looking to rip them away so Willow will be able to use magic on us.”  Buffy nods her head, not having even thought of that until just now with Tara’s comment.  “You’re pretty smart, you know?”  Buffy pulls back to smile at her lover.

 

“Just a little.”  Tara shows a small space between her thumb and forefinger before grinning crookedly at Buffy. 

 

“More than a little.”  Buffy presses in lightly against Tara, placing soft kisses along Tara’s stubborn chin and making her way slowly up her jaw line until Cordelia coughs loudly behind her.  “Damn people always interrupting my fun.”

 

Tara chuckles softly and smacks Buffy gently on the ass.  “Finish getting ready, honey.”

 

“Yes, ma’am.”  Buffy grumbles, sending a half-hearted glare at Cordelia as she exits the kitchen before hurrying up the stairs to get her shoes. 

 

“I think she’s happier than I’ve ever remembered seeing her.”  Cordelia comments more to herself, though the soft smile crossing Tara’s lips lets her know that the Wiccan had heard her.

 

“I believe having someone that’s behind her no matter what and doesn’t begrudge her being the ‘Slayer’, makes a huge difference with her.”  Tara admits, scooping out some of the breakfast for Cordelia and handing it to the woman as she contemplates her lover.  “Or it could just be the no-hold’s barred sex marathons.”  Tara smirks as Cordelia spits out the mouth of food she’d taken a bite of before she turns a dark red and glares at her.

 

“You did that on purpose!”  Cordelia growls, narrowing her gaze on the blonde that had definitely surprised her with that comment.

 

“Maybe.”  Tara laughs delightedly at the irritated brunette, even as Buffy sneaks into the kitchen, a light blush on her face though her eyes are twinkling with mischief. 

 

“And when she says no-hold’s barred sex marathons, she means it.”  Buffy rubs a hand lightly over her forehead.  “We need to leave in a few minutes to give me enough time to set-up for the first class.”

 

“I know, honey.  I’m ready.”  Tara smiles indulgently at her lover. 

 

“I’m afraid to try and finish breakfast.  There’s no telling what else might be said.”  Cordelia wipes her mouth and narrows her eyes on the two women laughing at her expense. 

 

“I’m sorry, Cordelia.  I couldn’t resist.  I have this feeling you were thinking I’m the same person you met before, but I’ve changed.”  Tara grins crookedly at the Seer.

 

“I’ll say.  So much for shy, quiet, won’t say boo to anyone.”  Cordelia rolls her eyes as Buffy snorts and laughs even louder, heading out of the kitchen with a giggling Wiccan following behind.

 

“Sorta sounds familiar, don’t it?”  Buffy darts ahead, laughing delightedly as Tara misses her.

 

“Get in the Jeep, Slayer, or you won’t be able to dodge my next smack.”  Tara narrows her eyes on the slayer playfully, finally grinning as Buffy hops in the vehicle and sits there like she’s on her best behavior.  Knowing the slayer is being rotten, as Buffy’s ‘innocent’ expression is in place.  “I know you’re up to something, Buffy.”

 

“Uh huh.”  Buffy just smiles innocently at her lover, leaning across the vehicle and placing a quick kiss on Tara’s cheek.  “Always.”

 

Cordelia just slowly shakes her head as she shuts the door after climbing in the back of the Jeep watching the two women and listening to them tease each other on the way across town to the college.  Having to admit that the two women seem extremely happy and at ease with each other, something she wouldn’t have thought possible for the slayer, but that has happened.  Smiling as it occurs to her that a happy Buffy is something she honestly doesn’t remember happening that often before, and even with everything that’s hanging over their heads at this moment, the slayer isn’t obsessing about it, like she would have before.  And that, more than anything, hits home how much Buffy’s grown up over the years realizing that there are some things that no matter how much you obsess about it, there’s only so much you can do to change it.



Chapter 27
 

Buffy chuckles after the last couple leave, the wife harassing her husband about being able to put him on his ass, which she had demonstrated in class, the husband laughing and agreeing even though he was obviously embarrassed since he had over sixty pounds and almost a foot on his wife.  Rolling her neck around, she heads back to her office, one more class left for the day.  Reaching for the phone, she growls as it rings, interrupting her plans to call Tara and check on her lover. 

 

“Stop your griping, it’s me.”  Tara laughs softly as she hears her lover mumbling as she picks up the phone.

 

“Hey!  I was just going to call you before my last class.”  Buffy flops down in her chair and leans back, throwing her feet up on her desk and closing her eyes.  “Everybody behaving?”

 

“More or less.  Gunn and Wesley decided to go out on a little recon mission to see if they could find out anything.  Cordelia is still sleeping, and I just woke up about an hour ago after doing everything we needed to do.  Angel is having a little refreshment and I wanted to see what you wanted for dinner tonight.”  Tara pulls her legs up under her as she gets comfortable on the chair, running a hand down her jeans. 

 

“Do you feel like cooking, or do you want to pick something up?”  Buffy smiles at the quick rundown Tara had given her of what everyone was doing, though slightly worried about Gunn and Wesley taking off by themselves.

 

“I don’t care, honey.  Whatever you want.”  Tara glances up as she hears the third step creak, smiling as Cordelia makes her way down the stairs.  “Cordelia’s up now.”

 

“Coffee?”  Cordelia questions hopefully, sighing in relief as Tara tilts her head towards the kitchen and smiles in response.  “Thank God.” 

 

Tara chuckles softly as Cordelia hurries towards the kitchen.  “She must be a coffee hound like a few other people I know.”

 

“No picking on me.”  Buffy warns playfully and scratches her chin in contemplation.  “You usually fix dinner so why don’t we stop and either pick up Chinese, pizza or something that way everyone can eat and get a game plan going?”

 

“We can have the pizza delivered.  We can start discussing exactly what we’re going to do while we’re waiting on it before doing the whole mumbling around a mouthful of food bit.”  Tara grins crookedly as she hears the soft growl coming over the phone. 

 

“How come I have this feeling you’re picking on me?”  Buffy smirks as she hears the quiet giggle coming from her lover.  “I hear the next group coming in.  I should probably let you go.”

 

“I’ll be there to pick you up in an hour, honey.  I love you.”  Tara smiles softly at the response.

 

“I love you, too.  Make sure you have somebody with you as back-up just in case.”  Buffy comments softly, worried that everything is about to come to a head and not wanting to take any chances with her lover’s life.  Tara having come to mean the world to her, and she isn’t willing to chance her no matter what. 

 

“I promise.”  Tara sighs softly as she disconnects the phone, staring down at it for long minutes. 

 

“Everything okay?”  Cordelia questions softly as she steps into the living room.

 

“Hmm?”  Tara blinks and looks up at the Seer before smiling somewhat self-depreciatingly.  “As well as can be under these circumstances.  Gunn and Wesley should be back within the next fifteen minutes, Buffy’s getting ready to start her last class of the day and I have the wards and charms done for everyone.”  Tara waves towards the coffee table and the items set on it.  “There’s a necklace, bracelet and braided ring for everyone.  All three will hopefully be a deterrent and shield against any magic to be used against us by Willow.” 

 

“Any luck on doing the locator spell?”  Cordelia settles on the couch, sipping the coffee while watching Tara, looking at the woman intently as she notices changes that really hadn’t sunk in before.  The woman making eye contact, speaking with no stutter whatsoever and if she isn’t mistaken, a serious streak of stubbornness and strength running through her that was either hidden or not there when she’d met her before.

 

“Sort of.”  Tara grins crookedly as she looks at the Seer.  “I’m not having any luck on the specific locator spells on Willow and Spike, but there is a concentration of vampires outside of town in the caves.”

 

“So that’s where they’re keeping them.”  Cordelia frowns at the thought.  “Those caves are worse than the sewer system.”

 

“That’s what Buffy says.  I’ve never had the pleasure.”  Tara smirks as Cordelia rolls her eyes at her.  “We’re going to pick up Chinese or pizza for dinner, any preference?”

 

“Is Tam’bo the Thai place over on 6th Street still open?”  Cordelia can feel her salivary glands working overtime at just the thought.  Honestly not having any decent Thai since moving to Los Angeles. 

 

Tara tilts her head as she thinks about it and shrugs as she honestly doesn’t remember there being a restaurant there. 

 

“It’s a little hole in the wall, if you weren’t aware of it, you’d walk right by it and never know it’s there.  They do take out only.”  Cordelia pops up off the couch and heads for the kitchen, hoping Buffy still keeps the phone books on top of the refrigerator. 

 

Tara chuckles as Cordelia is obviously on a mission.  When a quick knock sounds on the front door, she stands and hurries towards it, letting the two men back in.  “Any luck?”

 

“Pretty quiet, actually.  I thought the Hellmouth would be crazy with demons.”  Gunn admits as he pulls out a couple stakes and a knife where he’d had them hidden about his body. 

 

“It is normally.”  Tara rubs a hand over the back of her neck.  “Buffy and I have been doing some serious patrolling to make sure there aren’t any little pockets of demons that they can call upon.  Plus the summertime it’s usually a little quieter than during the longer, winter months.” 

 

“YES!”  Cordelia comes back with the cordless phone in her hand.  “I know you guys will eat just about anything, what about you, Tara?  I’m assuming Buffy is still pretty much a human garbage disposal, too?”

 

Tara has to laugh at the Seer.  “Yes, she is.  I like just about everything.  I take it from your questions the Thai place is still there and open?” 

 

“Yes!  I’m going to place a huge order and I’ll show you where it is when we pick up Buffy.”  Cordelia turns back towards the kitchen.  “About time I had some good Thai food.  I can’t believe it’s been so long since I’ve had decent Thai, either I need to find somewhere in LA that has some or plan on coming here at least once a month to get my fix.”

 

Tara looks over to Gunn and Wesley, the three of them exchanging looks before they all bust out laughing.  “Priceless.”

 

“Here we are about ready to go up against roughly fifty vampires, a super witch and she’s worried about Thai food?”  Wesley shakes his head though he has to chuckle at the thought.

 

“As many times as they’ve all averted the apocalypse, do you blame her?  It’s almost like just another day.”  Tara has to admit, the group of people with Buffy at the lead have saved the world many times over.  Becoming sad at the thought that it’s usually with Willow at her side instead of Willow being the one to cause the apocalypse, Tara makes her way to the front door and looks out at the beautiful day. 

 

Tara gets lost in thoughts of wondering what they could have done to change things, to make them have come out differently than they have.  Remembering all the times she’d tried to help Willow with her magic and learning how to handle the power by building slowly, but her ex-lover always insisting on not waiting, silently wondering if she’d stood her ground and not given in to Willow if the redhead would have caved and learned properly.  Shaking off her ‘what if’s’, Tara sighs heavily, and buries the thoughts, having promised Buffy before not to get caught up in what might have been’s or blaming herself for what happened. 

 

Tara?  It’s probably time to leave.”  Cordelia speaks softly to the witch, the sad sigh and the slumped shoulders making her realize that even though Tara and Buffy seem to be handling everything well, this is definitely hitting the women hard.  Watching silently as Tara slowly straightens and turns to look at her, an indescribable look on her face. 

 

“Yes, it’s time.”  Tara darts a quick glance towards the clock before reaching for her purse.  “Do either of you want to come with?”

 

“No, thank you.  I’m going to continue my research.”  Wesley waves towards the books he’d brought with him. 

 

“I plan on taking a shower, thanks.”  Gunn pulls out his shirt.

 

“We’ll be back in a little while.”  Tara pulls the keys out to the Jeep and smiles at the two men before she and Cordelia leave the house.

 

***

 

“Do you watch Buffy’s classes often?”  Cordelia questions curiously as they watch the slayer showing a particular self-defense move to a small-statured man against another man that had to be almost twice his size.  Glancing over at Tara who’s leaning against the glass, a small loving smile on the woman’s face while her eyes are practically sparkling as they watch every move the slayer makes.

 

“Whenever I can.”  Tara admits, tilting her head and grinning as with Buffy’s explanation, the small man is able to get away from the bigger ‘attacker’ and is now grinning hugely.  “For a person that spends half her life taking out the evil in the world and seeing the sickness demons and humans both are capable of, she is surprisingly enough very much a people person.  Most people in her position would probably be disgruntled with the world, or possibly think a good portion of the humans aren’t worth saving.  But she’s never gotten to that point, and I hope to the Goddess that she never does.” 

 

Cordelia purses her lips and looks from Tara to Buffy.  “I honestly believe the reason that none of the other slayer’s before Buffy lasted long is because they didn’t have family and friends.  It was strictly all about the slaying.  With Buffy she keeps beating the odds because she has a reason… or multiple reasons to fight.  She won’t give up easily.” 

 

“No, she won’t.”  Surprisingly enough the Seer’s words make her smile.  Tara grins and looks at the woman standing beside her.  “And we’ll have to make sure that there are always family and friends around her.”  Tara’s grateful for Cordelia pointing out that one basic fact.  Family and friends make a huge difference.  With one comment, Buffy had made her part of the family years ago, and to the slayer it always comes down to that. 

 

Cordelia hesitantly returns the smile pointed her way, blinking as Tara hugs her tightly before the witch darts into the room.  The class obviously at an end as everyone is grabbing their personal items and filing out of the room, talking and joking amongst themselves.  Her eyes tracking the striding witch as Tara steps up to Buffy and obviously says something to her before Buffy wraps her arms comfortably around Tara’s neck and pulls her in for a tight hug.  The few stragglers that were leaving the room just smile at the two women before they leave.  The sight obviously something all of the people have been privy to frequently from the looks of it. 

 



Chapter 28
 

Willow lets the large cooler drop on the floor inside the cave, looking into the darkness as she stands in the sunlight.  “Spike, you in there?”  Willow calls to the bleached blonde vampire.  Not knowing if he’s near the front of the warren of caves, or somewhere in the depths. 

 

Spike lights a cigarette and slowly makes his way to the front of the cave, his eyes on the cooler, fighting the chuckle wanting to work through him.  Not needing the blood, as they’d brought their own happy meals with them from LA-LA land.  Of course, he isn’t going to let Red know that.  Might piss her off before he can put his plan into motion, and the redheaded witch would be just as likely to dust him and all his new family.  “I’m here, pet.”

 

“Here’s some blood for you and the rest of the vampires.  How many were you able to get together?”  Willow unconsciously steps a little closer to the opening of the cave, trying to see the blonde vampire.

 

“Got right at fifty of ‘em, pet.”  Spike inhales deeply on the cigarette, the end flaring brightly as he narrows his eyes on Willow, four of his children in a crevice on either side of the opening, waiting for their chance while he silently urges Willow further into the cave.  “They be sleepin’ right now.  That’s about all newbies are good for when the daylight is up, until they’ve been alive ten or twenty years.”  Spike knows that isn’t quite the truth, if a new vampire is fed more blood from the sire, they can easily stay up the majority of the day. 

 

Willow steps into the cave, comfortable in the fact that she won’t have any problems with Spike.  “Did you have any problems?  I wondered if Angel might have been able to feel you and seek you out.”

 

“Not a bloody one.  Though the poofter did search for us, your charms worked like a… charm.”  Spike smirks and gives the quick signal for the four vampires to capture and knock Willow unconscious, having to give the redhead credit as she gets out a partial spell before a fist clocks her one upside the head and she collapses onto the bottom of the cave floor.  “Grab ‘er boys.  I get first taste before you guys to get drain her and turn her.”